I fell asleep on the bus to PT & “I love you 3000 (The Chinese Version)” by Jackson Wang was playing as I slowly drifted back to my reality.
In that weird half-asleep half-awake state, it almost felt like I was being sung a lullaby by a man who loved me with his entire soul. I cried a little bit, I’ll keep it real with y’all.
I cried because it felt so real, I can so vividly remember the sensation of someone singing in my ear, of smelling leftovers that were still out, of sensing the smile of a handsome man as he watched his beloved drift off to sleep.
I cried because it didn’t feel like a dream but a message. It felt like my higher self creating magick with my imagination to remind me of everything that I am deserving of. I cried because I FELT IT. I felt it for the fist time in I don’t know how many days: the universe is truly abundant with love and everyone, EVERYONE, is meant to find their people & have their wildest dreams fulfilled WITH EXTRA LOVE ON TOP EVEN.
We forget that shit so easily… Why? Why do we get so caught up in having to be perfect? Why do we stress so much about careers & weight-loss? Why do we care so much about what’s squirming around in the interwebs? Why do we care so much about things that are so external?
Chances are, we’ve all felt our very best when we stopped caring about what everyone else thinks & started living to keep ourselves smiling. So, screw it all then!
Live for what makes you smile. I’m pretty sure the right people will flock to you once that happens & ONLY when that happens.
Trust me, I have 27 years of skin in the game.
Lmfao.
XOXO,
Kayci Rose
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